Friday, 6 June 2014

Dedicated to my ‘grandmother’

                                                                                                                                           17-03-2013


 Grandparents make us love them like hell;we get addicted or habituated to them and take them for granted,but one day comes when you will have to miss them like hell!
I wrote down all my feelings on paper, a day after my grandmother died due to a heart-attack 10 months back..it goes like this..
1second and 1 person vanishes from ur entire life forever! You keep on staring at the body in the hope life would come back and the person comes alive again but that doesn’t happen…you cry and cry and cry…and want to cry more but no energy is left anymore. Your head,eyes,stomach starts aching ..Though,u keep on crying remembering all the memories attached with the person.
Never ever take a person for granted and don’t delay in expressing any feeling of sorry,thanks,love..that you have for the person coz 1 sec makes 1 person missing from ur life.
U’l miss everything that you do with the person .I’l miss
1.grandmom oiling my hair
2.listening to what all she has been through in her life
3.looking at her when she is watching serials and laughing at her facial expressions that comes out of her involvement
4.all plants that she planted misses her
5.her innocence
6.her omelette,pickles,curries
7.Aboveall,grandfather misses her service too much
              Dad was saying she never scolded him. She used to keep all within her heart only!
The person whom u ignore in daily life,when they die,u want to see them more and more 1 last time! To atleast bid a goodbye. She used to take care of everyone. Maximum she tried to do all her daily chores by herself,rarely used to call us for help..and when it comes to food super caring she was!
I’l miss u ‘nayanamma’ whenever calling bell rings from downstairs,whenever I take my scooty outside(my grand parents live with us downstairs) and I’m sure you must have gone to heaven for all the love,care and service u have shown and done to all of us!
We all love you!! 

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